Hey all I am sorry that I haven't been blogging but things have been falling apart. I am having trouble with depression and suicidal thoughts. I know, that is bad but I don't care. Anyways I am not going to church at this moment and I am ok with that. Lately I don't care. My perseption is that you go to church and your in the fantasy but then you go home and you go back to reality. I don't think I can live like that.
I am on all this medication and smoking but I don't think I will change all my morals but I dont think church is for me.
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Hey,
I'm sorry that you are not doing well. Are you feeling better. I'll pray for you. It's been nice to read your blog.
Jeni
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